hmm. we went to the usual places to bainian, nth much la. ang pow power!!!

i didn't gamble this year. guai right? heehee. guess adora's 'warning' had more impact on me than i thought. OH. talking abt that place.

well norm we go to my mum's aunt's hse to well, gameble, as well as collect a load of angpows(: this year too, only i stoned like crazy for a while, den wrote a letter to sheryl, and then saw a hamster running around the shoes. read: a hamster. well i lost sight of it but saw it and caught it ltr. aren't i brave? haha. yeah and then my 'couz' came out and took it from me, then brought me to this place whr she had another hamster. and i thought there were only rabbits at her place. yeh she had this other hamster in a really tiny, high container. i thought it was sleeping... yeah anyway i thought it was the same breed, same markings everyhting. just that the one in the container? i thought it was sleeping but my couz said it was like. erm. dying or sth. SAD LA. *sobs*

yeah the new hamster was put in the same tiny container and two ticks ltr began BITING the half dead one. so we took it out. and put it in a basket. well we fed it fish food... and rabbit pellets... what the heck do hamsters eat??! melon seeds? sunflower seeds?!? GAH. yeah the hyper thing stuffed its cheeks with everything. cute. yeah we put it in a basket and covered it with another basket. it escaped. we caught it again(we were watching) and used another basket to cover it. escaped. then we just put a basket over it. meaning it was on the bare table. placed sth heavy on top of the basket. it was like scrambling all over trying to get out. the ppoor thing... i guess thats like. the energy u get when ur desperate. i was thinking. better to die free or captured?

i was hoping it'd escape. sure enough, my sis came running to tell me it escaped. whoa. well from the table top to the ground is well. quite a distance... poor thing. i went to the corner and found it running arnd frantically. uh... i picked it up and put it in the garden. did i do the right thing? i really dunno. well anyway it was found agin): why run to the door whr everyone can see u silly hamster!?? bah.

today i woke up at twelve thirty. man. so early huh. went to my uncle's place... watched this movie-VCD thing. abt 2 tigers. they showed the tigers being shot at and everything. the daddy tiger(for some reason daddy tiger reminds me of daddy muffin, which obviously reminds me of muffin. sheryl'll understand.. lol) being killed, mummy tiger ALMOST killed and the two lil tiger cubs (they were in a jungle) being separated. one went to a circus whr they FORCED it to jump thru fire, and the other, well. was adopted by a family which had a dog. okay the one in the circus. they used guns(read: GUNS) to make it jump thru the fire. and the one adopted by the family was chased out of the family eventually cos the dog made it the scapegoat for all its misbehavious. kinda. for the first time in my life i hated that bitchy dog. the dog pms-ing everyday or what? ><

yeah then when the two tigers were uh, young adults, they were made to fight one another. they realised it was one another at some crucial moment and managed to escape together. touching? but here's this. they escaped to the same jungle, and the villagers trapped them using fire. i was like. u noe ur killing two alr endangered species? plus with a fire that huge, ur killing more than just the tigers. the other innocent wildlife and habitats all gone like wth u doing la. the no. of living things ur killing are uncountable k! GAH. then there's the air pollution wth u our air is like polluted alr and ur adding on to it can't u do anyth ELSE? like FARM, you know? u FARM, u dun kill any animals in the jungle and the tigers won't be so short and they won't go after u so u won't have to kill them and tey won't die out!!! SEE YOU FOOLISH HUMANS!!! get off the animals won't you? ARGGGH.

oh btw actually the ppl hu captured the 2 cubs were taking away ancient statues. i thought the scene was shot at Angkor Wat, CAmbodia, but my couz said itwasnt but anyway they were taking away statues. historical stuff that could be sold for piles and piles. and the villagers LET THEM cos they killled the tiger like wth is ur b***dy prob lah. they're stealing ur history and u let them?!? how stupid can u get?!? BAH.

yep. anyway back to the fire scene. well the tiger hu was in a circus was trained to jump thru fires, so it did. only this was a MUCH bigger fire. it jumped BACK, cos its brother was like. chao shy, it was its personality since young and since i was like. kinda brought up in a human household it wasnt exactly... fierce. yeap. basically the two escaped the fire and went back to find their mum, who had narrowly escaped death.

yeap. and the tigers were REAL, btw. i dunno how they shot everyhting so realistically cos its like. evil. yeah. how could they do that i mean they're naimals after all. i hate people who think they're so abv animals they can ill-treat them like that. wait till u get ur just desserts. i hope u get them freaking soon okay. BAH.

feel pissed now. owell. sorry i guess im just way too... enthu? whatever. over this animal thing. i was pissed even at my mum's couz's son ytd. i think he was quite young and everything, but still. rem i said they had rabbits at the place? well they were kept in a good airy place. cage thingy la. yes and that innocent angel boy BANGED on the cage okay!! imagine how terrified the poor rabbits were! they were BARELY rabbits, just a few mth old BUNNIES. go away can?!?

also the hamsters. i felt quite indignant for them... i wish i had the courage to ask for a bigger place for them to stay in. i hate myself. the dying one. was like suffering la. btw i dunno why they didnt just bring them to SPCA and the stupid owners. why can't u take better care of ur pets?!? it must be so traumatising. the hyper one was worse. it was like trying to get out and be free, and when it WAS, i also felt bad cos like. there are so many other dangers out there! i put it in the garden, which was super dark. it was terrified k. while i was carrying it to the garden it was like fighting and scrathing me. i coudlnt even hold it with both hands!! poor things. arghhh.

can't ppl be LESS cruel to animls? its thanks to u freaks that there're so many snimals at the SPCA and so many are being put down. GAH.